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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
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I need to remember this...
i'm
raped & pillaged
burnt & broken
adoration turned to dust
i surrendered it all to You
My Devil
all my heartbeats
and my lust
You asked for -everything-
and i gave it
overcame my fears
despite all conviction
conquering trust
i took flight, and swam
into new worlds
of pure addiction
dependancy
everything purged, i became
simple
Your most precious tool
stripped of desire
i found my glory
pleasure so intense
in being used
and then disdain
the little death
each day cut off
more than before
until Your touch
became my world
i lived and breathed
(for) nothing more
raped & pillaged, burnt & broken
oh what ectasy, i soared
every time that You abused me
every hurt and each caress
only served to prove my value
a slave
under
such sweet duress
now that You have ceased
to covet,
to crave me my God
oh, to possess,
(i gave it all...
to You my Devil)
heartbeats taste like rust
within my breast
i have become
i have
i am
no more
(than)
dust.
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